Surgery

Lucas has his hernia repair surgery tomorrow am.  I am freaking out which is weird for me.  I usually hold things together pretty well when it comes to things like this, but for some reason I am failing miserably.  I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that Trevor isn't here.  I am trying to not let the kiddos see or feel how stressed i am because I don't want to upset Luke.  My stomach feels like the acid is eating right through it.  I know logically that this is a routine type of surgery and I really like the doctor and staff, but its not routine to me.  Ahh! I will be so glad when this is all over and its fixed and I don't have to think about it anymore.  I am feeling very Scarlett O'Hara here..."I'll think about it tomorrow, after all tomorrow is another day"  Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers that everything goes smooth and "routinely".

Comments

[Heather H.]

I will be keeping you in my prayers. Any kind of procedure involving our children is nerve wracking.

[Anna M-W]

Everything will be fine. I am thinking of you and Lucas. Let us know how everything turns out!