I don't have a lot of time, but people were worried about me so I thought I would post something quick quick before I go to bed. I haven't posted in a long time because my life has been turned upside down, shaken and then slammed down harder then great grandma's favorite snowglobe. Trevor was gone for two months. Things didn't go as planned for him, so I got a part time job and started babysitting 2-3 times a week to make some money. T left again, and when he came back he had decided he needed to take a different path in his life, so he left again today. So it will be just me and the boys now. My heart is broken, but I know that one day it will be sewn back up with a nice band-aid on top for extra measure. My mom and step-dad will be moving in with me in Oct to help me get on my feet. I am also in school full time, but graduate in May so please pray for me to get a good job so I can take care of my babies. This is not where I thought I would be as I approach 30 in Nov. I feel 7000 things all at once, scared, failure, deep sadness. But underneath is hope and faith that things happen for a reason, and that this universe has been trying to tell me something for a very long time, and the longer i chose not to listen the harder it smacked me in the face when it was time. And on that note....some picture goodness.
I am thinking about you. Please let me know if there is anything I can do!
Posted by: Anna M-W | August 19, 2008 at 12:37 PM
Hi Sweetness-
I am sending lots of hugs to you and your boys. Your family is in my prayers and if there is anything that I can do for you, please let me know.
Hugs-Jeannie
Posted by: Jeannie | August 19, 2008 at 03:06 PM
Oh Honey,
I am so sorry to hear your sad news. I am sending lots of smiles your way. Take care of yourself and those sweet boys.
Tina
Posted by: tina | August 19, 2008 at 04:54 PM
You know where to call me if you ever want to talk. And you can always come back to us...
We miss you. And your boys are adorable.
Posted by: Lisa A-J | August 19, 2008 at 05:56 PM
i am so so sorry, jamie. sending giant (((hugs))) and if you need anything at all, please just say the word.
Posted by: kelly noel | August 23, 2008 at 12:24 PM
Jamie
I am so sorry. I wish I could help you somehow. I am sending you big hugs,and lots of prayers.
Kate
Posted by: Kate | September 07, 2008 at 08:19 PM